It has almost been 7 months since my last post. Like I said then the thoughts slowly went away. Sure there are things that trigger memories but nothing more then that. I hadn't heard his voice for almost a year if not more and last week when I did I had no feelings. It use to be that when I would hear his voice on the voicemail it would trigger butterflies in my stomach. But nothing last week.
This week is a different story though it seems the memories are constantly there and the random thoughts are there as well. I haven't seen him and I really wish we could have some time together alone. I really would like to hash everything out, either lay the ground rules on contact or say our goodbyes. It really does make it hard that I never got the chance to say goodbye.
Monday, May 16, 2011
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