Interesting

I took the first step. I emailed him. I have emailed him once a week for the last month or so. He has responded to every email I have sent.

I saw him this weekend. It is funny though I did not crave his attention. I use to crave his attention and would want to be the center of his day but not anymore. I don't get butterflies in my stomach any more. It was great to see him. But of course, just as I was leaving he started to talk to me a little more since no one was around and it was the first time I looked in his eyes all weekend. There is something wrong. I could see it in his eyes. I don't know what, but it is there. Hopefully, I will find out soon.